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please tell me im not alone

Blackbird

Emma got me a blackbird fly twin reflex lens camera, and it’s a toy camera, and it takes 35mm !!!!11

Theory

The triangular theory of love is a theory of love developed by psychologist Robert Sternberg. The theory characterizes love within the context of interpersonal relationships by three different components:

Intimacy – Which encompasses feelings of closeness, connectedness, and bondedness.
Passion – Which encompasses drives that lead to romance, physical attraction, and sexual consummation.
Commitment – Which encompasses, in the short term, the decision to remain with another, and in the long term, the shared achievements and plans made with that other.
The “amount” of love one experiences depends on the absolute strength of these three components; the “type” of love one experiences depends on their strengths relative to each other. Different stages and types of love can be explained as different combinations of these three elements; for example, the relative emphasis of each component changes over time as an adult romantic relationship develops. A relationship based on a single element is less likely to survive than one based on two or three elements.

remember

i try so hard to remember, those pretty things i wrote to you, but my memory is older now, and it cant quite see the light. something about the way i love, and words that don’t quite add up, it boils up inside of me, like a volcano to erupt. but if you give me one more chance, i know i can become a man, something so perfect yet fragile, something to make you smile. with these three words i write to you, to tell you that my love is true, but it seems just like everything else, they just fall down short. but i wont stop there no i wont, ill keep persisting with my will, and if someday you take my hand, i know you’ll understand. cause i cant quite put into word, the way i feel and how it hurts, when your not here right by my side, i feel like a part of me died.

empire

when i think of what i need and how in life i will succeed, i know of only one true thing, i want you by my side.

and if the days keep winding down, they bring you closer to my town, one day we can have our own, empire we call home.

one day, some day, tonight

one day
i want to wake up with you in my arms
one day
i want to know how it feels, to look into your eyes, and know.
i never have to say good bye.

some day
sooner than later i hope
some day
i will be the man you deserve, to have and to hold, forever until we both decide to leave this earth.

tonight
i miss you more than you know
tonight
i want you know of my love, i want you to see how i care, all i want is for you to be here.

eyes and ears

you call me on my phone
you call me some day
you call when im alone
you call when im away
you call me when i need
when i just need to see
your face
you run out to my truck
you move in a special way
when i see your smile
it washes my fears away
you see me when i need you
when i just need to hear
your voice

everything i own

what am i doing here
what are all these things surrounding me
taking up space in my life
all these things are drowning me

but i cant let them go, your scent it lingers on
everything i own
its only been one month, but you’ve saturated
everything i own
everything i own

bikes tools and paint
if i cant get out, will you come stay with me
this month for once i wasn’t alone
all i want is for you to come Home

start something new

Start something worth while, something that makes you happy. Make someone else happy. Find someone who makes you happy, and dont let go.
I love you emma.

Blt pasta salas

Mmmmmmmmmmm